Do you want to see a picture of me? No? ok, here is a picture of me.
I was feeling pretty good 2 minutes ago until facebook ruined my life again. I had to turn off my music cus I couldn’t handle the feels.
I hate seeing his face. I hate his success. I hate when my friends support him. I hate it. AND I KNOW IT’S WRONG. AND I KNOW I’M SO FUCKING BITTER. BUT I HATE IT. I HATE THIS. I HATE HAVING TO FEEL LIKE I NEED PEOPLE ON MY SIDE. I KNOW IT’S WRONG, BUT I DO. AND THERE’S NO ONE ON MY SIDE. NO ONE GIVES A FUCK THAT I GOT FUCKED OVER.
what are friends.
I’m so tired of trying to be happy. trying to focus on myself, on moving on, being strong, and blah blah blah. It’s fucking hard. especially when no one is really helping you and it kinda feels like everyone else is cheering the other person on.
But it was so easy for him.
I hate this.
I think I’ll go delete my facebook right now.