So this is the I post in which I share how I’m dealing with the breakup. It’s been one month and I’m still hurting, just not as much. Sometimes he pops into my mind, and I realize that I’ve lost feelings for him, but not really. I will always treasure the boy I fell in love with several months ago, but.. that’s not him anymore. I like to think of it in a way that the...
artisanchronicles: My final plate in design theory I painted it using acrylic and I used air-dry clay for the mini sculptures. The design and style of my artwork was inspired by Vincent Van Gogh’s “Starry Starry Night”. The theme is all about childhood and dream. This is so wonderful. <3 ^^
1. Hello Mewotones! I’m really flattered that you remember that painting. But I ruined that painting unfortunately. :( I kept on modifying it and it just kept getting worse. And the paper was scraping off because of all the layers of watercolor. It made me very sad. :( That painting could have been wonderful. :( I’m very sorry and I will try again. 2. Hello! Yep, born and raised...
One day I decided that I was beautiful, and so I carried out my life as if I was...– Gabourey Sidibe (via glittertomb)
andialpers: it actually pisses me off so much that there’s the whole WORLD out there, yet i’m just going to school every day and learning things that i am - for the most part - completely apathetic towards and i have so little motivation, yet I could be off finding wonderful things in foreign cities or climbing mountains or helping people or just wandering, and I feel like I’d learn so much more...
if you ever draw something for me no matter what you think the quality of it is i love you i love you i love you i love you
Hello Tumblr. Do you still remember me? I’ve been inactive for about a year now, with a couple posts here and there. The reason being that my laptop broke down and tumblr is a hassle on my tab. I’ve also been extremely busy and stressed over school. I’m on summer vacation by the way, and have finished my first 2 semesters as a med-tech student. I hope to revive my blog. My lack...
I think the reward for conformity is that everyone likes you except yourself.– Rita Mae Brown (via flowersgrowinginthedark)
thepolaroidrocketeer asked: Hi Jessy *big hugs* for you. Nagbabackread ako sa blog mo eh. xx -Maris
So after a week of feeling completely ignored and unwanted, I called him to tell him that I wasn’t happy. I never wanted a break up. I thought he would stop me. Hindi ka pa ready maggirlfriend. “Siguro nga.” Ok. Sige. Babawasan ko na ung stress mo. “Sige.” Break na tayo? “Oo.” I called him again. I love you. “I love you too.”...
Anonymous asked: I never said I liked you because you paint, but I guess it was implied. So, sorry. But, so many people love you for who you are. I know it's hard to see it, at first, but if you open up your eyes, you'll see you're surrounded by so much love and care. You could get to know us and let us get to know you; We'll listen to your stories if you open up your heart to us. And even...
Sige. Kunwari na lang wala akong boyfriend.
Anonymous asked: cheer up?
Anonymous asked: If you say people won't open up, don't be so closed off. Stop saying nobody cares and stop saying "Why, who does" when people try to show you they love you. Can't you see we love you? You may not know us, but you are an amazing person and you have made impacts on our lives, on my life. Before you came around, I couldn't paint. But your paintings inspired me to work...
Can I just not exist anymore?
I feel like a burden on everyone I know.
A large part of me wants to just die.
Even anons leave me.
When has anyone I opened up to really listened to what I was trying to say.
Anonymous asked: Different anon--and I care as well.